MODO DE VOLAR

And He was asking him, "What is your name?" And he said to Him, "My name is Multitude; for we are many."

sebenta – Journal of a Queer Retreat X

«I offered P. a long and black, that suits him beautifully. It was my first formal dress, which contributed to my becoming woman. P. uses it and will use it in the … Continue reading

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sebenta – Journal of a Queer Retreat IX

«I feel an enormous anguish. I do not know its cause, I cannot explain it. And I ask myself how it is possible to imagine that this anguish would be … Continue reading

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sebenta – Journal of a Queer Retreat VIII

« I believe she sought for the male power, she wanted to feel independent and capable of everything, like a “man” – and this is not that different from what … Continue reading

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sebenta – Journal of a Queer Retreat VII

«Erection: center of the sexual fenotipism. I’m part of this imposture; I remember when I didn’t ‘have a boner’ the first time I ‘slept’ with my girlfriend: I blamed myself … Continue reading

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sebenta – Journal of a Queer Retreat VI

« I sought “naturalness”, a “reality” of me, a “truth”. Today, and particularly these days, I feel that there is none. I do not know how to know myself, everything … Continue reading

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sebenta – Journal of a Queer Retreat V

5. On the presence of a volume, a hard one – I´m wearing my pink dildo beneath my underwear. I feel my body differently; my posture is different – as … Continue reading

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sebenta – Journal of a Queer Retreat IV

4. On the first morning we continue with our reading of Preciado´s Testo Yonqui, while sunbathing naked on the balcony. At first, my naked body feels quite uncomfortable. What causes … Continue reading

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sebenta – Journal of a Queer Retreat III

3. day 2. We arrived yesterday. The house is richly decorated in a bourgeois style, combining the classic and sober furnishing of a bygone Catholic asceticism with the clean-looking gadgets … Continue reading

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sebenta azul – Journal of a Queer Retreat II

«In what ways can a body transform itself?» 2. In what ways can a body transform itself? In what ways is it possible to rethink one´s gender identity, to modify … Continue reading

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